These are my Confessions

So it has been an eternity since I have last written, but a lot has happened. I finally finished my first year of high school, and it was not as bad as I had expected it to be. Frankly, it was a lot more boring than I expected. This summer though is ten times better than what I ever imagined it would be.  This was truly my summer of firsts. I'm not going into gushy details about my summer, because no one has time for that, but the highlights of my summer where: going to camp and meeting a ton of really awesome people, and working at my school's summer program, which was a blast and I got to meet a ton of really amazing and talented kids. Overall this summer was kind of a blur, and now that it is coming to a close I'm very sad to see it go, even though I've been bumming around my house these past few weeks.  I could keep rambling about all the great things I have planned for next year but I'd like to surprise people. I hope everyone has a great rest of their summer, or great beginning of their school year.

Jamie out.
 

Valentines Day

So Valentines day is coming up soon, and just like every other year the only valentine I have are my parents, and my friends who always have those really corny and awfully pun filled cards from the store. I feel like valentines day is a pointless holiday unless you are married, have a boyfriend, or some other form of companionship. Like all the other lonely kids out their I personally am only in it for the candy. This holiday is really meant to spend time with someone and show love and appreciation, and  really is just a semi pointless holiday. Now don't get me wrong I love Valentine's day, my parents and my sisters always get me a really good book, a stuffed animal, and chocolate my favorite things ever, but it just always makes me feel lonely for some reason but I mean it could just be those stupid teenage hormones.
So for all those kids spending their Valentines day alone, or if you have a date, or just anyone  here are some of my favorite songs to jam out to.

Selfish by Slum Village
PDA (We Just Don't Care) by John Legend
I Choose You by Ryan Leslie
Little Things by One Direction
Perfect Two by Auburn
Love Bug by The Jonas Brothers
Starry Room by Jaden Smith
Thinking Bout You by Frank Ocean
Adorn by Miguel
Lotus Flower Bomb by Wale ft Miguel
Climax by Usher
With You by Chris Brown
Yo (Excuse Me Miss) by Chris Brown
Baby by Brandy
Dangerously In Love by Destiny's Child

Monday Morning Madness

So to start the week of right I decided to included this poem I like hope you enjoy!

IT'S A NEW DAY

It's a new day
Another chance to discover
And rediscover
And make changes
And enjoy life.
A chance to reach out.
A chance to hold on
To the things that are dear.
It's a new day
Another opportunity.
A chance to live
And love
And laugh; The chance of a lifetime.

From the Abyss

So I totally forgot about this blog, but after some reminiscing and thinking about it, I decided that I would start out again blogging and telling my sad awkward story of life as a teenager. So yeah this post is kind of pointless but i'm back. I've risen from the abyss. So stay tuned

Later,
Jam

Old Habits Die Hard

So I know I really have fallen off with my blogging, and I can't even think of a good excuse. So i'm sorry. On the bright side, I have started high school, and it's pretty demanding. I really like it, but sometimes I miss having some free-time. So this post is basically me just apologizing, and I have hollowed out a little time in my week to try and post more often. Okay Goodbye!

Haute Nails

Hey there blog world! Have you ever felt that your nails were very bland and boring? Cause I feel like that a lot. So I attached a link for DIY Ombre Nails (click there). This looks really cute, but I was really stupid and I thought Hey why don't I try it with red and orange. I was out of my mind when I thought that. I suggest using light colors, or the the colors on the tutorial because those work best. Have fun doing it and email me some finished products at jamie.peace.love@gmail.com


Love, 
Jazz

The Never Ending Heat

Hey there blog world! So I took a little leave of absence from my blog to finish up the school year and just get use to you know life. But i'm back now, and hopefully i'll  be back for good. So any way it has been scorching hot here in Chicago for the past like week and a half. So majority of my family has stayed in the house. But the times I did go out I went out in style, but of course since i'm in the midst of changing phones I didn't snap a picture. But that is soon to change, since I am getting a HTC Rhyme and can't wait to get it. But since I ran out of things to say i'm going to end with a poem I really like.

Harlem 


By Langston Hughes 


What happens to a dream deferred?




Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore-
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over-
like a syrupy sweet?


Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.


Or does it explode?




Love Jazz